TO MY LOVING SONS JONATHAN & JOSEPH RUKAJ
I wanted just to say I am truly sorry for the loss of your father. I know he loved you very much and is proud of you! He always was proud of his "buddies" as he would call you both.
I hope your father rests in peace and I know he would not want his family to be unhappy. I know daddy would want us to be together as it should be and I truly believe he will not rest in peace until that day comes God willingly.
My sons are the best sons any mother or father can ever ask for. They were so adorable in the younger ages and have done so well in school and they have grown to become young men. Hard times came upon us and I watched as my handsome young sons smiles turned into frowns, you can see the hurt in their eyes. Things happen, things are forgiven and things can rest if we choose to allow it. But one thing for sure is that both me and daddy loved you Johnny and Joey, with all our hearts, with every breath we take..and even now he watches you and guides you!
I hope one day daddy can truly rest in peace and that he can find peace in heaven and we can find peace on Earth! God be with you and protect you my sons, each and every day, when you sleep, when you cry, when you pray, when you are happy and when you are sad! One thing we taught you both is the STRONG BELIEF IN GOD and that he will get us through all this! Keep saying your payers as I do every night for both of you and ask my mother and everyone who has passed to be your gaurdian angels!!! God bless you my sons now and forever and may one day we can be a family again as I know daddy would want us to.
Love Always and Forever Mommy!
Rest in peace Danny, may Jesus be by your side forever! We will never forget you and the many times we shared with you...and the many, many times you made us laugh!
You now have your sons to take your place; May the boys, Pjeter Lleshi and Terezia find peace on Earth!
